Try this again.

So I tried to log onto my this thing the other day and I couldn;t rembember my pass word and gave up thinking I would post a blog the next day. The next day I got a migrane, and the ducks won their series against San Jose wooh! Then the otjher day I don't know what was up but yeah finally here I am because I have so many people who read my blog! Today I got into a fist fight with my brother, and its on tape because my mom thought it would be fun to instigate us. Basically I hit my brother with my shoes a few times good on the hands, and then my mom told him to get me back and so he did and I got him pretty good. At one point my mom told me to stop fighting because I was going to hurt myself. She dosen't know anything... I'll be so happy when she is gone I really get along well with my brother but my mom is the one I could live without. Basically my mom asked my brother to study, and he thinks hes all cool and stuff so played on his itouch instead of studying. Then he thought he was a bigger BAMF and turned on that silent ring tone. I asked him nicely to stop 3 times then he started ot laugh at me and made up some story about how I was really the one who plays the ring tone or some lame crap like that. I tried to explain to my mom and she was supporting my brother.. he disobeyed her and me, yet she was still on his side so I decided he needed a good whopping. I'm not a violent person really- I can be but I don't want to get hurt, I love my body, and I don't want to make a stupid decision that will hurt it.

Also theres some swine flu shit going on. Some stupid girl in one of my classes asked what the symptoms of swine flu where. I'm like wow your not very intelligent are you? Its the same as the common flu stop listening to the news. Thats it, I will rant more aobut the swine flu later.

Grasshopper Rescuer

Today in my English class we were talking about animals and what makes them cute. The class agreed that insects and fish aren't cute, but I think that fishes (I don't care if there's no such thing as fishes...) are cute. People said bugs are gross and I said well you all like ladybugs don't you... I think weevils are especially cute too. Then it just so happened that when the bell rang and everyone had left I walked out and spotted a grasshopper close to the ground. I was worried he was going to get stomped, he was old and grey. I tried to scoop him with my hands but that wasn't working then someone passed and told me he was poisonous (ha ha) I finally got him scooped up and relocated to a grass/tree area so at least he wasn't in a high traffic area. He was cute too. My teacher said something about squishing defenseless bugs and I made a comment about babies being like bugs, I guess no one got it. Oh well.

Oprah and my garden

I really don't understand Oprah. She has weird shit on her TV shows . I've never watched her shows until today when I watched a 1/2 of an episode, and it was just weird. I also think that she looks like a poop. Either way, this is just what I think, you shouldn't agree with me. I, aye, eye! Whats going on I don't know. Today I did a horse picture for my art concentration, it looks pretty awesome me thinks. I need to finish 1/4th of a breadth and then do 3 horse pictures, and I need to add a background to the one I just did and I have... until the 4th or something. I don't have a whole lot of time, but I have enough time to finish. Also today my mom was like oh were going to have to take out the pea plants so we can make room for the new cucumber plant I bought. I'm like wtf, the garden can't even hold a freaking cucumber plant, those get enormous. Then I talked her out of it, only to find that she couldn't resist getting 1/2 a dozen cute little baby tomato plants. We have 2 tomato plants already in the ground out there. Now were going to have 6 baby yellow pear, and one heirloom. And there is another out there that we 'don't know what it is'- It's a yellow pear, my mom is in denial. I like big meaty tomatoes, not little dinky pear ones. Also in case you wonder I also have romaine, butter crunch, purple cabbage, strawberries, snap peas, carrots, radishes, beets and a pepper plant out there. I also have 1 very mature radish plant that has flowered and is attraction a plethora of lady bugs :D. My mom bought another pepper plant too, and I'm a little upset because she wants to kill the old one to make room for the new one, but the old one is happy there and it wouldn't be nice to kill it so I tried to convince her to let it live there for a little longer. I think that's it, that was a lot.

Flat Iron

Ten reasons I don't flat iron my hair.
1. It takes too long
2. I don't have time to do it in the morning before I leave
3. I don't have time to do it at night after I shower
4. I can't think of a good number 4 worthy reason to go here
5. It takes a million years for my hair to dry, so even if I did have time to flat iron it, I would be spending that time letting it dry
6. If I want to blow dry my hair, it takes 30 min, and even then its still wet and gets really poofy and scary, this one goes with number 5
7. I can't for the life of me seperate my hair into managable pieces because its so damn thick
8. Once I start to flat iron my hair, I never know when to stop so I spend 2 hours doing it
9. Even after I flat iron my hair theres always some section that is wavey and dosen't match
10. When I do flat iron my hair people like to touch it because its something diffrent to them, and then it gets all gross
Now with my new hair cut I look scary with its natural waves, and the Mr. Bangel Monsters don't like it either. Mr. Bangel Monsters is the name of my bangs. My friend picked out that name, because I couldn't think of a worthy name for them that wasn't already like fred, or bob or something like that. I wish I could call them steve, but I already have a thing named steve. Yes!

5AG

I'm sad that this week is over on 5AG, I really loved this weeks theme. I was kind of thinking nothing could top lesbian week, then this did it. I'd like to see them do this theme again but instead of doing the day before them, do the day after them. Also my mom found this video about UCSC that I thought was really funny and I'm like super excited to go there. Have I said I filled out everything I needed to, and I'm like for sure going there? Well I am. Today I learned if you burn soil your left with rocks at the bottom, since most of soil is organic compounds. Yay! I also also broke in my new boots today and my feet want to kill me right now. My bangs were fun, ok see you later!

Bangs

I got some bangs today, I'm really happy with them. I like them alot alot. I want to name them but I acn't think of any really good names for them, and it HAS to be a good name. Hopscotch keeps saying it wants me to type it, I'm not sure why. I found out its harder to brush your teeth with bangs because you can't see anything really, but other than that, they are just really quite fun. I got my hair re-styled also and its so cool looking. Also the Ducks beat San Jose today, that was nice, Hiller did an awesome job, I think he deservs props. It's kindof late right now so I'm most forsurely not spelling things right and I don't feel like seeing how badly I spelled them so yo uwill have to cope. Tomorow for breakfeast I get oatmeal, I love steel cut oats, they are chewie and good. My rice cooker also cooks oats, so in the morning when they are done it plays like mary had a little lamb and stuff, its cool. Ok, bye!

Peach Juice?

Right now I have peach juice. The ingredient list says it's make of pear, pineapple, and peach. It's orange. It tasted like peach juice until I read the ingredients. Now it tastes like pineapple with peach pulp in it. Wow I just watched a million YouTube videos and forgot about this blog. Hm, I shaved my horses whiskers today, he was a hairy man. I get to maybe take him with me to college. Hey there that was the first like italic I have used when posting something, I never use bolds or italics or underlines, I never really feel the need to get a point across extra well, what am I saying, why have I been talking to myself so much lately, one of my teachers says I have anxiety and that's why I twitch my neck every now and then, that makes sense. I guess. Ok, bye!

I talk to myself and I think its O.K.

Today there was a person with green hair in my free period class, and it confused me. I wanted to know who they are, because I know a lot of people, but who they were I did not know. Also today I rode my horse and he is better and not as lame as he was before he should be good to jump in 2 days. Tomorrow I get to sleep in and today I get to eat biscuits for dinner. I really have to pee right now, but sometimes I like the feeling of having to pee so I keep it in (I wonder what that means..) I have been watching YouTube videos. My new favorite person is http://www.youtube.com/user/tenthingsqueer you should subscribe too. Maybe some day I will vlog with all my cool friends that I assume I will have when I am in college. Now I am going to see if anyone is on AIM because this is not amusing me as much as I thought it would, and we all know I'm talking to myself. Bye!
I swear the more you talk to yourself the healthier of a person you are.

Oh and also, my screen name on some places is Lawnbeaver and recently I've been wanting to tell everyone I'm a sad beaver, but like I can't say that in public so it makes me more sad. I'm a sad beaver.

UCSC

I went up to UCSC over my break, that's why I wasn't here. I'm going to school there, I'v sent it everything they need to know from me. I've put Porter down as my first, then Kresge, 8, 9, and Cowell last. I have a friend whos going there so I won't be alone, plus I really don't want to be a loner, I'm going double or triple. When I was there our tour guide wouldn't tell us about First Rain, but I grabbed a student who told all intrested about it. That's me, I'm going to be doing that for sure. Aslo of the trip back home I saw alpaca, and when I passed cows that were close to the road I opened my window and screamed at the, to see what ones would look, that's entertaining try it. Since then alot of other stuff has happened, like that camera I blogged for, I won one of the 2, awesomeness- you can expect pictures. But really, who will be expecting them, I don't think anyone even knows of my blog.. lol.

Ponybox.com Review

So, I'm doing this review of Ponybox to apply for one of 2 Sony Cyber-Shot Digital Cameras that are being given away. Here's my review. I think Ponybox.com is an awesome sim game, but aren't they all? Ponybox.com has a great forum that is kid and family friendly like most horse sims. One thing that is especially interesting about Ponybox.com is the different themed servers. I found it especially easy to join and become a part of the community from the first post I made, there wasn't any struggle to become popular, or and extra effort to be recognised. At first I though I would hate how the game progresses in real life time, instead of game play time, and while it still can be annoying when you leave on trips or are grounded from the computer, it's really not that bad. I'm not just saying it's not that bad, I really mean it, it allows me to play for as long or as short of a time as I want to each day, and the set up of the game is really convenient for people who only have a minute to hop on each day to preform their daily jobs. If you can't get online to care for your horses you don't need to worry about them dying from lack of food or care, or worry about them being taken away from you either. They may be in poor condition when you check on them, but they will not have disappeared. The one thing that is the most outstanding thing about Ponybox.com is the active staff. Really, if you have played any other sim games you know that after a few months of them being brand new the creator goes off and makes a new sim and leaves the old one for the rats. Ponybox is the complete opposite. Jeff Ness, the CEO and founder of Ponybox LLC has his own blog ( http://myhoof.com/ ) where he keeps players up to date on new contests (like this one), merchandise, and game updates. You wouldn't go a day without hearing of some crazy new idea he has for Ponybox.com.
Still Ponybox has a few flaws, like waiting 20 days to have your 'stud account' upgraded to access all the features. Sure you can pay the extra money for instant gratification, but if you don't even know if your going to like the game why would you pay up? Seriously this review is getting ridiculously long, waiting 20 days might seem like forever, but in reality its over quick, and gets you introduced to the game so your not completely confused when you first start. Other than these things Ponybox is a horse sim game, own, feed, breed, show, all the stuff any horse sim should have. Plus on top of that is has features for every type of member. If your an artist like myself there is a sister site to upload your work, if your a writer you can join the Creative Writing group, or if you just want to show off your horse then you can put up pictures on the About Me part of your profile. At first I though I was going to write a negative review, because that's what I'm best at... I think, but right now I can't think of anything seriously bad about Ponybox.com. As I'm comparing it to other sims I play or once played its the best, bottom line.

This one dosen't like me

For some reason this blog never posted. Anyway, basically one of my friends gets kicked out as soon as he turns 18, and I put on a whole show for my mom so he can live at our house for a little big, and she said yes. So, I hope he will never have anywhere not to stay so he has to stay at my house, but it's always avalible for him. That's really it, well theres more but I already typed it like 5 times and it never posted! So this is it.

RAVE!

Today the only eventful thing that happened was talking about raves. I think it would be fun to go to one, I've never been to one. I asked my mom is she would be mad if I went to one, she didn't exactly say no, but she didn't say she would be happy for me to go to one either. Basically people were surprised that I knew as much as I did about raves, then like 5 people asked me if I raved. No, I'm a rave virgin. Anyway I think that's on my to do list. Go to a rave, yup, it would sound easy seeing as almost all of my friend rave all the time, but despite the fact that they are friends they are also awkward to talk to... I don't know how that happened, awkward to talk to friends. That's about it, today was booooring. Soon I will eat a potato taco, that will be more eventful than the entire rest of my day combined.